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Twenty-something English graduate student in Alaska (ask me about it! I've lived here most of my life, including five years in Barrow, the northernmost community in the US) who seems to be in a holding pattern waiting for life to start--rather, less "waiting" and more "omg so busy I must be out of my miiiiind," repeat ad nauseum. Writer, reader, wannabe novelist, hopeful cynic, traveler (up to 15 countries! *fist pump*), Ravenclaw, Browncoat, Whovian (Ten will always be my Doctor), member of way too many other fandoms, proud geek and gamer girl, etc. (favorites so far include the Mass Effect, Portal, and Fallout series, and Red Dead Redemption). Politically conservative-to-moderate feminist (yes, it's possible). Living with clinical depression since at least 2004. Somewhere around the demisexual end of the asexual spectrum. Possibly a vampire.

You can find me in multiple elsewheres, in varying degrees of regularity: in my writing journal, mostly for fanfic and fanmixes; last.fm; and Twitter (same username for Echo Bazaar, where I misunderstood the character creation for some reason and picked the wrong gender), among others. I'm thestarvelingcat on PSN, which is mostly only relevant if you want to find me in Red Dead Redemption multiplayer, and 100indecisions on Steam, as well as at Playfire.

I also run F Yeah Fireflies and F yeah Raspberries, which are...pretty much what they say on the tin, as well as another one for one of my novels-in-progress, and I co-run the Red Dead Redemption blog the gunslinger's lament.

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24 May 10
redheadbouquet:

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melancholynotes | yoursummerheart | thisstrangelove
I can’t even hear myself think. This morning I stayed in the shower for almost an hour just to get my real-life/reality bearing back. This one takes the cookie for today, no? I am a strange person. (I am often assailed by brilliant ideas while in the shower, too. Must be the shampoo - orchid and coconut milk, a strange combination with a beautiful result - yes another reason why opposites attract).

for years “washing my hair” has been an almost religious activity for just this reason— i somehow get back to myself while i shampoo, and i always solve problems or have great ideas that i simply wouldn’t have if i weren’t washing my hair. so many of my stories start,  “well, while i was washing my hair earlier, i…”
this is all to say, you’re not alone.
also, your shampoo sounds like one of the most amazing things ever. orchid and coconut milk? sigh.

Yeah…this seems to keep happening. The fact that I’m mostly stuck with myself all day lately, since I haven’t found a summer job yet (high on the list of things that make me feel terrible about myself, at the moment), and that I’ve done very little writing really doesn’t help.

redheadbouquet:

thisismydancecard:

melancholynotes | yoursummerheart | thisstrangelove

I can’t even hear myself think. This morning I stayed in the shower for almost an hour just to get my real-life/reality bearing back. This one takes the cookie for today, no? I am a strange person. (I am often assailed by brilliant ideas while in the shower, too. Must be the shampoo - orchid and coconut milk, a strange combination with a beautiful result - yes another reason why opposites attract).

for years “washing my hair” has been an almost religious activity for just this reason— i somehow get back to myself while i shampoo, and i always solve problems or have great ideas that i simply wouldn’t have if i weren’t washing my hair. so many of my stories start,  “well, while i was washing my hair earlier, i…”

this is all to say, you’re not alone.

also, your shampoo sounds like one of the most amazing things ever. orchid and coconut milk? sigh.

Yeah…this seems to keep happening. The fact that I’m mostly stuck with myself all day lately, since I haven’t found a summer job yet (high on the list of things that make me feel terrible about myself, at the moment), and that I’ve done very little writing really doesn’t help.

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